December 2010
79 posts
Vinyl memory.
You’re as sly as the Cheshire cat;
When I open my eyes you’re no longer there.
I don’t know if I simply repel you,
of if you’re just too cold to care.
The record player in the back of mind
Freezes when it arrives at your name;
Screaming at me during all hours of the night,
This song will never be the same.
These lyrics I find are too hard to rewrite;
So that’s it,...
Isn't it amazing,
how one person can cause so much pain, but some one entirely different comes out of the shadows and causes so much pleasure?
I don’t care for distance. Be here now, with me. Just with me.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You used to make me happy when my skies were gray. Now, you’re re the reason they’re gray. I used to be your sunshine. Now I’m just hidden behind your new sun. Your new “one and only”.
Wouldn't it be nice
if everything in the world just stopped, if even for a moment. Even just a SECOND. I just want to take a breather.
Hide&Seek
you’re here, there, and everywhere. your presence is impossible to escape. you’re next to me as I write, you’re there when I walk out the door in the morning and when I look at my reflection in the mirror. you’re everywhere. there’s no hiding from me, because I can always feel your energy. may it be the earliest morning or the latest night, you’re close by. I...
When I look at my old pictures, I want to throw up.
I’m still repulsive, but at least I don’t look AS bad.
Heart.
I wonder if she knows that the words you say to her are repeats and re-runs that have already been spoken; to me. what am I now, some sort of rigid, lifeless robot? I can assure you I’m not. I breathe the same air you breathe, feel the same thing she feels, and see the same things they see. I do have a heart, you know.
when I rewind back to our moments laying in my bed, holding hands in the...
Guys must read this.
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
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I don’t think I’ll ever be the same.
Trust is gone.
Hope is lost.
What the hell have I become? This is not what I intended for myself. I put my faith in you, and you just spit it in my face. Now, I’m nothing but pathetic and pessimistic. I want to go back to the days where I was a healthy person; some one who was still living.
But I don’t think time will be that generous.
"I will always love you."
The words continue to leak in to my last bit of hope. They’re lying to my mind and toying with my dignity when they tell me there’s still a chance. I need some one to suck out the poison that infected my blood, and fast; the longer I wait, the stronger your toxic phrase becomes. At first the wounds were merely bruises, but they’re slowly becoming gaping holes. Who knew words...
People who love eachother-
They stick around.
I AM
Out of my element.
Off step.
Not in sync.
Upside down.
Topsy turvy.
Out of tune.
A puzzle piece jammed in to the wrong partner.
YOU ARE
The fire to my water.
The left foot to my right.
The harmony to my melody.
Right-side up.
The still after my motion.
On pitch.
My matching piece
